Monday, May 30, 2011

Know why - No why!! (part III) [sometimes a picture says it all]

Sometimes a picture says it all...

Clockwise from right...

Nana - Stomach Cancer (age 60)
Mom - Multiple Myeloma (age 53)
Aunt Kathy - Esophageal Cancer (age 59)
Aunt Mary - Endometrial Cancer (age 67)
Uncle Pat - Heart failure (age 55)
& Uncle Dick - Esophageal Cancer (age 59)

I ride for them...
http://pages.teamintraining.org/sf/touralps11/llitalien

Know Why - No why (part I) - http://larrysorelegs.blogspot.com/2011/05/know-why-no-why-part-ii.html
Know Why - No why (part II) - http://larrysorelegs.blogspot.com/2011/04/i-ride.html


Friday, May 27, 2011

Know why - No why!! (part II)

part I - http://larrysorelegs.blogspot.com/2011/04/i-ride.html

This post was going to be an incredibly happy post, but events this past week have tempered it quite a bit. 

First the happy part.  A few weeks ago, my cousin Connie marked her two year anniversary from her last chemotherapy treatment for B-cell lymphoma and remains cancer free.  In 2009 while in for an unrelated surgery it was discovered that she had Stage 4 B-cell lymphoma.  As much of the cancer as possible was removed surgically at that time.  After confirmation she quickly went on R-CHOP, rituxan plus chemotherapy.  Obviously she responded well to the therapy for now it has been two years!!!  Woo Hoo!! 

Connie is nearly a big sister to me.   I realize now that my youth was extremely charmed.  Our extended family remained fairly close, in part to the fact that at one point or another we all lived in the same building.  My parents owned a three unit apartment building in Auburn, Maine where our family lived on the top floor.  For the longest time, my Pepere and Memere lived in the middle.  The bottom floor was occupied by mon Oncle Bob and Tante Pauline and my cousins.  Connie was the eldest.  After they moved my mon Oncle Gary and Aunt Kathy moved in.  I think nearly everyone on my father's side, at one time or another, lived in the apartment building.  It's charmed in that it helped to keep the family more closely connected.  Hence, I think of Connie as nearly a sister.  Connie has one of the most kind and gentle hearts there is (Trevor is another).  Everyone else, including me, are simply mean SOBs compared to those two.  She always has a smile and always non-judgmental.  There are so many times I've stopped myself and asked 'what would Connie do?' to help make my decision. 

I'm beyond happy that she has remained cancer free.

Jackie

Yet this week I learn that yet another cousin, Jackie, is stricken with cancer (Hepatocellular cancer, i.e. liver).  Jackie holds an extremely rarefied place in my memory.  I so wanted to be like her as a kid and still do.  As a kid, I remember her being FEARLESS and that is what I wanted to be.  I hadn't seen her in years but I got to see her last year at my Dad's 70th and it made my year.   Forgive me if my tone is poor or my sadness is coming through.  This sucks...cancer sucks!!  I wish I could be there to give her a big old hug. 



I ride for Connie...

I ride for Jackie...

I ride for you...

I ride for me...

Please click on through and donate as little or as much as you would like.  Every little bit helps, even $1.00.  With checks in hand and employer matching I'm almost at the $4,000.00 raised mark.  Merci, but send some warm thoughts my cousin Jackie's way first.
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Monday, May 9, 2011

Holy Headwinds Tomales!!!

The group of us in Tomales!

{my Leukemia and Lymphoma Society fund-raising page may be found here (http://pages.teamintraining.org/sf/touralps11/llitalien)}

The email from Alex arrived mid-day last Friday.  It was the route sheet for the following day's ALC training ride that I was helping to co-lead.  I looked at the route, lifted my head and I looked out the window.  I see trees, I see trees that a billowing.  I look back at the route; COUNTER CLOCKWISE to Tomales!!!  I start felling a sense of panic overcome me, COUNTER CLOCKWISE.  You see I've done this ride, or very nearly this ride, a few times.  It is absolutely gorgeous, but after the first two times doing it counter clockwise, people would tell us/me that we were 'idiotic' for doing it in that direction.  The reason we were called idiotic is the WIND goes WEST to EAST or NW2SE!!  It is the reason (at least in my mind) why ALC goes from SF2LA and not LA2SF.  After getting home from work and a glass or two of wine, I was calmer.  The wind wouldn't be bad two days in a row, could it?

I detect a hint of a smile underneath that grimace.


Alarm goes off at 4 am, I like to ease into the day.  Before I roll out of bed, what do I hear?  the WIND.  Wind at 4 o'clock in the afternoon in SF, no big deal, that is to be expected.  Strong wind at 4 am just means trouble.   I get up, put all my stuff together and check the weather on-line.  Current wind gusts are 27 mph.  Big frown crosses my face, I resign myself to the fact that for a good chunk of the ride I'll be lucky if I travel more then 8 mph on flat land.  The section from Petaluma to Tomales Bay is going to be brutal!!

and it was!!!  enough said....still a fun ride though!




{this post originally appeared at larrysorelegs.blogspot.com}

Monday, May 2, 2011

Growling like a Grizzly Bear


View West towards San Francisco from the top of an early morning Skyline.  Bay Bridge, Treasure Island, SF, Alcatraz, and the Golden Gate Bridge can be seen.

{my Leukemia and Lymphoma Society fund-raising page may be found here (http://pages.teamintraining.org/sf/touralps11/llitalien)}

Unfortunately I didn’t get the opportunity to go for a ride this past Saturday as I had pressing work to attend to.  I didn’t mind all that much since I knew Sunday I would be riding in one of my favorite century rides by far, the Grizzly Peak Century.  I was fortunate enough to get a transferred registration from Kevin H.  Thanks!!

Climbing Grizzly in the early morning shaded sun.

I was up before dawn to get all my ‘stuff’ together for the day.  I put the bike on the rack and drove out to Moraga CA where the Grizzly starts from.  I loved the fact that since I was holding a transferred registration my line was absolutely empty.  I could walk right up and be done.  At 7 am I took a ride through the parking lots looking to see if I could find any more TNT riders as I saw Jerry and John in line at the registration table.  Seeing none I headed out and started the route shortly after 7 am.  The first few miles were cold.  My fingers started to get numb and I regretted not bringing my full fingers.  They didn’t stay numb long.  Once we began climbing towards Grizzly Peak we hit some sun.  



It was after the first rest stop when I ran into John Buckley and noticed he had the same Death Valley jersey on.  It was a few miles later he caught up to me and we started talking about our experiences there.  After a few minutes, he dropped back and I continued on my merry way as I was felling pretty strong.
 Not all century riding is through gorgeous green valleys and flowering mountain tops.  The Grizzly has us riding smack dab through and oil refinery in Port Costa.

After Port Costa, one of the major climbs of the day is immediately after the rest stop, McEwen.  It isn’t the longest but surely is the biggest gradient.  Towards the bottom of the hill there are signs every few yards. There were three in succession at a very steep part of the hill that said something like ‘you may have noticed you’ve come to a crawl…one should not fear…unless one doesn’t have a granny gear’.  Further towards the top of the climb there is ‘you’ve made it to the top…but don’t put on airs…for in a few miles…you’ll face the BEARS’. Alluding to a series of three significant climbs; Papa, Momma, and Baby Bear. 
 Cresting McEwen

For the middle few rest stops I seemed to leap frog with Jerry from TNT for a few hours.  I would catch up, move ahead a bit, and end up taking a little extra time at the rest stops.  The fruit was fantastic; strawberries, pineapple, melon!!  And this century has a lot of riders.  It is a very social century.  It wasn’t until after the Wayside Rest Stop (mile 77.6) that the number of riders ahead and behind started to become sparse.  Up until this point there were always riders ahead and behind that I could see.  Not now, it seemed at times that I was riding this route all alone.  Also it wasn’t until after Wayside that I slowed my pace considerably.  I was getting kind of tired.  There were still many big climbs ahead, Redwood up to Skyline, Skyline, Walnut, Redwood, and Pinehurst.  The second Redwood climb is a long slow slog.  It doesn’t look that hard on the elevation chart but it came at mile 95.  

Unhappily I report that my hot foot has made a re-appearance.  It hasn’t bothered me in quite some time and hope that it is not a foreshadowing.  I pulled into the finish shortly after 4 pm for a total riding time of approximately nine hours.  Felt good for 109 miles, but realize I still have a lot of training to do to be ready for the Death Ride.